Plateau.

[mad_andy]

OK, I knew this would happen.

I have the awesomest job in the world, OK?

WHEN I CAN ACTUALLY DO IT!

I have filled, in a little over a month, four A4 sketch books. Every page. And that's not counting the porn one I have at home.

I want to WORK, dammit! Drawing for eight hours a day is all very nice, kthx, but I want to be working. I can do it, I know I can do it, so why isn't it happening? Perhaps Chris is afraid of overconfidence? Maybe he thinks the wait will do me good? Maybe he doesn't hink I'm as good as he's previously said?

*Chews fingers*

So not only am I bored and frustrated, I'm paranoid too. This is not a good thing.

I know it'll pass, but right now? I am one very frustrated carrot indeed.



In other news, MySpace is still a pile of poo.

Comments

[caarirose.livejournal.com]

I can understand frustration, believe me. Ask your boss, and try (easier said than done, I know) to not let the frustration get to you.

And this rest of this is completely off the track, but remind me to email you about seeing if you're interested in drawing something for me.